I should have told my mom while it was happening, not after. After things go down it’s like uhm okay what is she supposed to do about it now …
Advice for next time (if there even is a next time) I need to tell my mom what’s up while it’s still up. That way she can give me proper advice and not just listen to my stories. If I had known she would respond in this way we might have still been friends.
It pisses me off SO bad when stupid boys wants me but the ones that I care for. Or just THE ONE who I just want to love me back could care less about me. Like how are you okay without talking to me every day or seeing me every day. I just don’t get how you go from a major connection to nothing at all. It makes me wonder how genuine everything you said was? I feel like it was sort of just made up on the spot to please me and you didn’t really mean it.
Telling me I was beautiful was a lie.
Telling me what a good person I was, was a lie.
Telling me that you loved me was the biggest lie.
You’re a freaking liar.
And now you probably dream about snogging some other chick, that’s what annoys me the most. The thought of someone else in your mind. I legit want to hurt you. I just don’t u-n-d-e-r-s-t-a-n-d.
- Emery Allen (via psych-facts)